Just a couple of days ago I had an argument, but I would prefer to call it “heated fellowship” (Smile) with two family members and in that instant I said some really hurtful things. I really acted out on my emotions. Have you ever had an emotional battle internally that spill out expressively with words and sometimes behavior we are not so proud of . Well I surely was at that place and when I calmed down I began to get convicted by my actions and realize I ended this heated fellowship in the wrong way. You see my intentions was to let Jesus take the wheel and calmly discuss ways to resolve our issues and make sure that the Christ in me, at the end of the day was left as the lasting memory. Like a lingering fragrance of a sweet aroma.
But instead this was an epic fail! I was so angry my vision was blurry and I started to see these family members like my enemy and didn’t identify the enemy for this conflict from the jump. Thank God for ten minute retreats. Honey my ten minute retreat help save a lot of lives… No I mean that literally. Ten minutes of silence in the presence of God. Wew…that was good and in my reflection I recognize my part in the heated exchange and I have decided to apologize for my actions. God showed me in this matter that I needed to have a different perspective of how I look at people and how I treat them.
Well, in the beginning God created Adam and Eve and through Christ we have become new creatures in this old planet. Consider this: shifting your perspective to see people through the eyes of God and as God’s creation is far more amazing than we seem to believe…We are made a little above the angels…God is so awesome making us Christians ambassadors, priest, kings and oracles to mold and transform this planet called earth until His return. And I know you don’t, because I surely don’t want to have another encounter with anyone else without them smelling my beautiful aroma of Jesus Christ!
So before you break the bank with buying the latest fragrances…You ought to break open your Word bank and get the aroma of knowledge of Jesus Christ! Really life would be so much easier…For Real this time….(smile) Rev. Sakinah
Ok I am focused Now… I have been under fire with family, school, life’s demands and I really wished I could just disappear. Have you ever felt like that? I wondered if I just vanished like the rapture how would life go on without me. I’m wondering about the people who depends on me so much and even my enemies will they find someone else to hate? ( chuckling) that doesn’t matter really. Just a random thought…Honestly. I have tried and tried again but my heart won’t let my passion for writing go. I just can’t seem to shake this writing fever. I love blogging, sharing my thoughts, sharing my life and most of all the feedback from my readers… You guys are the Best! There is such a sense of freedom when the “Simply Me” comes out. I wear so many hats these days boy I tell you I am even confused on which one to put on when issues arise in my life. Should I be the Pastor, friend, sister, mother or just plain ole “ME.”?
So I have decided to be me and would like to re-introduce myself…Hi My name is Sakinah and I am a loving, outgoing, funny, caring, witty, ambitious, think on her feet go getter who wants to live life to its fullest potential. I realize that daily someone loses their life and we often hear the sad stories about the person who has gone too soon. So I am here to stay and while I am here I will like for you to share my world. I invite you into my daily discussions on just about anything that comes to mind food, church, life, leadership you name it I’ll discuss it….Woo hoo I’m feeling free already. One of life’s biggest challenges is to be authentic, living a false life will have you bound to lies and fabricated fantasy that would be hard to make a reality. Take it from me I heard it all and seen it all, it is just not worth it. Learning how to express your true self will come with a boat load of honesty with first yourself and then with others. Let your flaws be know it will paint a better picture of you as you go through life challenges and struggles you are enduring as you right your wrongs. And remember NO One is Perfect!. We all deserve a second, third, forth, fifth chance at life to change, to be renewed and be regenerated in some areas in our lives so why not go for it?
I know life’s demands are jabbing at you to invoking you to make an emotional and crazy response. So I say think about how you will respond to life, because it will respond back to you depending on your decision. How will you respond to the hand life deals you today? Life is sometimes a gamble, but you are the MVP of your life team. will you get fearful and fold? or will you try to ignore it? or pull your boot straps up and face your opponent in confidence knowing that life won’t always this way. Hey, let me share this with you God is calling us ceaselessly through every circumstance of life? Through every attack and every battle and Yet He is measuring every spiritual attack that the enemy is allowed to wield against us. So let me drop this emotional deposit on you… God uses every attack to help you to identify areas of needed growth and healing.
In your quiet time today? ask the Holy Spirit to clarify those areas that needs growth and healing and Journal it.
please feel free to comment and share your thoughts…. Love Always Simply Sakinah….