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Emotional Deposit… Simply Me

Ok I am focused Now… I have been under fire with family, school, life’s demands and I really wished I could just disappear. Have you ever felt like that? I wondered if I just vanished like the rapture how would life go on without me. I’m wondering about the people who depends on me so much and even my enemies will they find someone else to hate? ( chuckling) that doesn’t matter really. Just a random thought…Honestly. I have tried and tried again but my heart won’t let my passion for writing go. I just can’t seem to shake this writing fever. I love blogging, sharing my thoughts, sharing my life and most of all the feedback from my readers… You guys are the Best!  There is such a sense of freedom when the “Simply Me” comes out. I wear so many hats these days boy I tell you I am even confused on which one to put on when issues arise in my life. Should I be the Pastor, friend, sister, mother or just plain ole “ME.”?

So I have decided to be me and would like to re-introduce myself…Hi My name is Sakinah and I am a loving, outgoing, funny, caring, witty, ambitious, think on her feet go getter who wants to live life to its fullest potential. I realize that daily someone loses their life and we often hear the sad stories wpid-img_20140127_090635.jpgabout the person who has gone too soon. So I am here to stay and while I am here I will like for you to share my world. I  invite you into my daily discussions on just about anything that comes to mind food, church, life, leadership  you name it I’ll discuss it….Woo hoo I’m feeling free already. One of life’s biggest challenges is to be authentic, living a false life will have you bound to lies and fabricated fantasy that would be hard to make a reality. Take it from me I heard it all and seen it all, it is just not worth it. Learning how to express your true self will come with a boat load of honesty with first yourself and then with others. Let your flaws be know it will paint a better picture of you as you go through life challenges and struggles you are enduring as you right your wrongs. And remember NO One is Perfect!. We all deserve a second, third, forth, fifth chance at life to change, to be renewed and be regenerated in some areas in our lives so why not go for it?

I know life’s demands are jabbing at you to invoking you to make an emotional and crazy  response. So I say think about how you will respond to life, because it will respond back to you depending on your decision. How will you respond to the hand life deals you today? Life is sometimes a gamble, but you are the MVP of your life team. will you get fearful and fold? or will you try to ignore it? or pull your boot straps up and face your opponent in confidence knowing that life won’t always this way.  Hey, let me share this with you God is calling us ceaselessly through every circumstance of life? Through every attack and every battle and Yet He is measuring every spiritual attack that the enemy is allowed to wield against us. So let me drop this emotional deposit on you… God uses every attack to help you to identify areas of needed growth and healing.

In your quiet time today? ask the Holy Spirit to clarify those areas that needs growth and healing and Journal it.

please feel free to comment and share your thoughts…. Love Always Simply Sakinah….


There is always something worth fighting and living for when you know your were born for a purpose. words of Encouragement Just Do It!


Unfaithful Confidentiality !

Look at her! all dressed up in a dazzling sequence dress of friend

blinding me what’s stuffed inside the dress. She said Hi my 

name is Confidentiality and I like to communicate in confidence “My nick name” 

as she smirked with one arching eyebrow.


She said you can trust me, indicating that you can indulge in close intimacy

she lured me in from a place of vulnerability

I was captured by her domineering presence

giving me a place of feeling sure

So I took a leap of faith in told all, hoping that she wouldn’t tell all

in my act of confiding trust

Intimacy grew larger as she seem more and more interested in me

and so I spill, dumped and open my heart to the possibility this can work

Until one day I saw confidentiality with that same ole dress

confiding in the person that I confided in her about

I was betrayed. I found out later she had a wrap sheet of spilling beans

for 15 minutes of fame…her mouth was like flames

flaming mouth

Confidence was confronted with committed words of my heart

your job is to keep secrets and communicate the surety of my safety.

But you failed!

Truthfully speaking underneath that dress you were dim and gritty

Pretty blinded by my tears. I couldn’t see that you were fake

You’re busted I exclaimed. You say let me explain I was angry and so I

Spilled the “Tea” green with envy. In hot water my true character steeped out,

can you ever forgive me? discern me! I am confidentiality? 

Make Life Count!


When I was younger I heard my mother often say “you got to put the medal to the pedal in order to get some where in Life” Early on I realize only I can live out the reality of my success. Destiny starts with me and I got to get up and make it happen. Make your life count! Be productive and achieve measurable goals today and if you don’t achieve them today carry them over to tomorrow’s to do list…Sakinah O’Kane~Smith

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